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Random Musings: Access Granted

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“When I open the door to the heart and soul of me and let you inside, I can only hope that you will understand the significance of the access given. The trust required and courage it takes. I can only hope that with my valuables you will take care. This I cannot demand but I can require for continued access to be granted.I am not responsible for, nor can I control, the actions of others but I am responsible for the reactions of Me.” ~ Twin Spirit

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Random Musings: I Choose Relief…

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Some days I simply choose relief…
this may look many different ways.
sometimes it’s a smile,
others it’s a gentle letting go,
at times it’s an outburst or a melting away,
some days it’s an air of “whatever” with a side of “I simply don’t care”
Whatever it is..I embrace it and honor my right to choose it in that moment.
There is no right or wrong in the matter. Interpret it as you will…
My only concern is that it is authentic and sits well with my soul
and I’m truly okay with that. ~ Twin Spirit

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Random Musings: FREE

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I need to be free like the wind.

Free to move, flow, stretch, grow.

Unencumbered by the limiting ideas of what others think I should be.

I am, I see, I vibe, I Be. I sing, I dance with out stretched hands to my own rhythm. I’m an artist, I was born to create. I’m a lover, I was not born to hate. I’m a fighter for unity. I’m a light shining on all I see. I Am a Goddess and God is Me. I’m a magician I create my own reality. Life is whatever I imagine it to be.

Some days I forget and attempt to hide but my magic still bubbles and brews inside. My essence, my love, sexual energy are simply ways I express the many parts of me..I crave not an emotional prison where I am locked and confined but a connection where I can explore & expand my brilliant mind.

Is there a place that is made for me, it’s any place that I may choose be.

When I open up and let you in, you’ve been granted a gift into the world of Twin. Not many may enter but those that do are lifted and shifted to a place called “YOU”. My calling, my purpose, my divine gift you see, is to love so freely that it sets others FREE. Reconnecting us to the God in We.

~from the heart of Twin Spirit ღ

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Random Musings: The Walls We Build….

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“It’s oftentimes not that we think you are him (or any other that has hurt us previously). It is the pain or disappointment you are delivering currently that causes us to pull away and begin construction on our walls. We are often saving ourselves from You not hiding from him.

Inconsistency, dishonesty (to yourself & us), lack of follow through, infidelity, unreliability, selfishness, being emotionally cold or unavailable, lack of care and appreciation, no communication, being irresponsible, shutting us down and out often, always placing us last on your list of priorities, refusal to spend time or invest in the relationship, mind games, constant insecurity & jealously, low or no ambition, lack of affection, sexual unfulfillment, disrespect, unkindness… these types of things presented to us over and over again during the course of our interaction with you, show us that we should not & cannot depend on you or trust you with our hearts.

Some women are wounded and won’t let you in or punish you because of mistakes of lovers past, but many more of us, even after being hurt badly before still decide to trust & open our hearts to love again…

You must understand the powerful importance of a woman truly letting you in. Her opening the door to the most vulnerable parts of herself emotionally, mentally, physically & spiritually. It is an act of trust, a surrendering. It is a gift and one you should not awaken, accept, or receive if you cannot, do not, or have not the desire or capacity to protect her heart, nurture her spirit, appreciate her essence , or reciprocate the love. It is selfish and abusive to do otherwise.” ~ shared from my heart with loving intentions, Twin Spirit 💕