Random Musings: So Proud of Me….

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Today I found myself standing face to face with a situation that I have met many many many times before in my life…its part of a cycle. I recognized it completely for what it was. It paralyzed me for a moment as I found myself struggling since my immediate reaction was to respond in the way I always did in the past. My old thought patterns began to speak to me and I found myself feeling worry, then sadness, feeling less than, & then fear. The comfortable thing to do would have been to simply reACT & go into my old response mode…But this time I didn’t do anything at all. I just sat there, very aware that I was on the brink of a major breakthrough…I allowed myself to just be still and feel every single emotion that the situation was stirring up in me.

I observed & watched the whole scene play out as if I were viewing a movie. Then I answered each feeling that arose with my new truth…when I felt unworthy I said that is a lie, you are More Than Enough. When the sadness crept in, I sad thank you for coming to visit me but you are no longer needed here because I am choosing Joy. It was truly an internal battle, My old negative thought patterns fighting it out with my true self. I am very proud to say that my Higher Self won the battle. I was able to redirect my thoughts & energy and this time I responded in a NEW way that felt empowering, deliberate, & loving to the spirit of Me. I chose to honor the God in ME rather than succumb to the fears….and it felt amazing!! ‪#‎Awareness‬ ‪#‎Growth‬ ‪#‎Winning‬

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About TwinSpirit

"To know me is to..well..know "ME". Life and all its wonders do not scare me. I live with an open heart so I have known my fair share of disappointments but the JOY I have experienced totally outweighs the pain..I choose LOVE not FEAR!!" SO WHO IS TWINSPIRIT? Well, I am a Singer/songwriter/producer/director/revolutionary/FreeSpirit/mother/poet/sister/lover/friend/and all around cool azz chic. (Just ask anybody...lol) ABOUT MY MUSIC: (excerpt from my Bio) TwinSpirit delivers her own uniquely flavored brew of "Hypnotic Jazzy Soul with a Kick Ass Punch". This singer/songwriter has the ability to transcend genres. She is a master at her craft and flows effortlessly from one musical style to the next. TwinSpirit infuses an essence that only she can give to the performance....she brings the song "To Life". "TwinSpirit keeps her performance real with a raw edge. She sways from soulful poetic melodies to delivering powerful deeply felt vocals." TwinSpirit is not about conventions. In fact, she might rather you see both sides of a thing just so you can truly know where you stand." MY SOUND: An Alternative blend of jazz, hip-hop, rock & soul. All of which is blended to bring you my own uniquely flavored brew of: "HYPNOTIC JAZZY SOUL WITH A KICK ASS PUNCH!!!". Please visit me online anytime www.Epresskitz.com/TwinSpirit MY OTHER PASSION: Promoting Other talented Souls Founder of The SOFA Series www.TheSofaSeries.com The SOFA Series was created to develop opportunities that "pay" artists to perform and also allows them to showcase their work in a supportive environment, while at the same time, bringing together individuals that share a passion for the art, creativity, & rawness of live music performances. A space that allows the performers to refocus their energy on their craft and put the "Art" back in Artist. A space that allows the listening audience to connect with the Artist & the music. Always looking to connect, to build, to GROW!! So drop me a line & say hello...I promise I don't bite (unless of course you're into that sort of thing ;-) For you Twitter lovers by all means FOLLOW ME @TwinSpiritWorld

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