Random Musings: I Choose Me…


I Choose Me

By: TwinSpirit
Let not my smiles deceive you…
I too struggle and long for relief.
Freedom from the need and desire to receive love & approval from outside of me.
The longing to be unaffected by the opinions of others especially those I love.
The release of painful illusions of self planted often unintentionally by those who claimed to have my “best interest” at heart, but who’s cloudy vision of themselves & personal fears only serve to block me from truly seeing me and being FREE.
The longing to Escape the need to connect & merge so deeply that I lose “ME” in the “WE”.
Relief from the self limiting false reality of success, love, & beauty viewed through the eyes of the many.
Escape from the lonely state that often accompanies the choice to live a genuinely authentic life of your own design.
Relief from the deeply embedded nagging belief that I am Not Enough just as I AM.
Finally being released from the LIE that my worth is tied to my ability to Please Others and that focusing on my genuine needs, wants, & desires makes me selfish.
I have openly stood naked before the world, bared and shared my heart and soul, given my friendship, love, time & support often until there was not much left to give.
I have been a willing participant in life experiences that tore my heart to shreds and left me limp & lifeless because of all of the energy they sucked from me, stood by folks through utter foolishness because I believed that good people support those they care about and love..period.
I understand, I listen, I support, I care, I give, I share, and I feel more deeply than others may even know.
I trust over and over again.
I breakdown and cry in the quiet darkness alone so as not to burden others because I know they have worries of their own.
TODAY I release MYSELF from the many self imposed prisons that I have created & allowed to be created for me.
TODAY I wipe away the tears and see ME as I DESIRE to see ME.
TODAY I let go of the need to rescue and save the World….
TODAY I finally choose ME…Completely and unapologetically 🙂 –
I Choose Me from the Heart of Twin Spirit ♥

About TwinSpirit

"To know me is to..well..know "ME". Life and all its wonders do not scare me. I live with an open heart so I have known my fair share of disappointments but the JOY I have experienced totally outweighs the pain..I choose LOVE not FEAR!!" SO WHO IS TWINSPIRIT? Well, I am a Singer/songwriter/producer/director/revolutionary/FreeSpirit/mother/poet/sister/lover/friend/and all around cool azz chic. (Just ask anybody...lol) ABOUT MY MUSIC: (excerpt from my Bio) TwinSpirit delivers her own uniquely flavored brew of "Hypnotic Jazzy Soul with a Kick Ass Punch". This singer/songwriter has the ability to transcend genres. She is a master at her craft and flows effortlessly from one musical style to the next. TwinSpirit infuses an essence that only she can give to the performance....she brings the song "To Life". "TwinSpirit keeps her performance real with a raw edge. She sways from soulful poetic melodies to delivering powerful deeply felt vocals." TwinSpirit is not about conventions. In fact, she might rather you see both sides of a thing just so you can truly know where you stand." MY SOUND: An Alternative blend of jazz, hip-hop, rock & soul. All of which is blended to bring you my own uniquely flavored brew of: "HYPNOTIC JAZZY SOUL WITH A KICK ASS PUNCH!!!". Please visit me online anytime www.Epresskitz.com/TwinSpirit MY OTHER PASSION: Promoting Other talented Souls Founder of The SOFA Series www.TheSofaSeries.com The SOFA Series was created to develop opportunities that "pay" artists to perform and also allows them to showcase their work in a supportive environment, while at the same time, bringing together individuals that share a passion for the art, creativity, & rawness of live music performances. A space that allows the performers to refocus their energy on their craft and put the "Art" back in Artist. A space that allows the listening audience to connect with the Artist & the music. Always looking to connect, to build, to GROW!! So drop me a line & say hello...I promise I don't bite (unless of course you're into that sort of thing ;-) For you Twitter lovers by all means FOLLOW ME @TwinSpiritWorld

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