Sometimes I feel so Out Of Place
Like I don’t quite fit in this here space
I feel things in a way I wish others could
and when I speak I often feel misunderstood.
My mind thinks in waves, circles, and sounds
and my heart beats to a rhythm that only I have found.
Like I live in a realm that only I can see
and I love in a language only few hearts can read.
I want to connect but feel pushed away
so I retreat within and there I play.
Some times the world is filled with so much noise
too many comings & goings
should be’s & should be nots
when stillness and silence is what I crave.
Not the absence of all sound
but the absence of judgements
the absence of prisons of thought
that keep us locked in and trapped
unable to breathe and see beyond the tips of our noses
constant criticisms & rants about
what shoulda, what woulda, & what coulda.
the absence of that silent scream of disapproval
of all ways of life that differ from our own or that we don’t understand.
That invisible boundary line
that keeps us disconnected and separated one from another
that blockage to love
that suffocation of BEING
Shared in Love……