This weekend I found myself getting sucked into the tide of worry.
There is something that I truly desire to manifest on a very deep level.
I feel that my spirit has drawn this particular situation into my life.
Now that it appears to potentially become my reality I find myself beginning to worry about everything that could go wrong.
I began to play scenarios in my head of what could happen to derail my desire.
At one point during the weekend I had processed what I did not want to happen so much that it brought tears to my eyes.
I became sad and found myself giving up on what my heart longs for even before I have given it time to develop.
I found myself overwhelmed with many emotions and inspired all at the same time.
So I allowed my longing, tears, & sadness to pour into a new song.
I let the emotions run their course in the song.
I allowed my worries to play out in the song and then I let them go.
And like magic I instantly began to feel a little better moment by moment.
I began to see that what is for me will be and anything else is merely preparation for what I desire.
My worries began to drift away and dissipate as the notes from my newly inspired creation drifted off into the early morning stillness.
A smile returned to my face & heart and I was able to slowly shake the dark cloud that I had cast about me.
Now, I admit the inklings of worry still pop up here and there but I am able to at least neutralize them with positive thoughts instantly.
By focusing on what Makes me Happy…I feel Happier.
So simple…who would have thunk it?…lol
How easily we forget the simple truths.
I am grateful to be an artist.
I love that I am able to filter my heavier emotions into my art,
Which allows me to acknowledge them & then release them
so that I may return my Focus to things that make me smile 🙂
I TRUST that all I Desire is on its way to me and that in its proper time it will Manifest & Unfold.
Even when I am scared, impatient, or worried…I dig deeper and reach for better feelings.
I Choose Happiness!!!
~ TwinSpirit ♥