365 Days of Allowing – My Journey: Day 67 ~ I Choose Happiness :-)

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This weekend I found myself getting sucked into the tide of worry.

There is something that I truly desire to manifest on a very deep level.

I feel that my spirit has drawn this particular situation into my life.

Now that it appears to potentially become my reality I find myself  beginning to worry about everything that could go wrong.

I began to play scenarios in my head of what could happen to derail my desire.

At one point during the weekend I had processed what I did not want to happen so much that it brought tears to my eyes.

I became sad and found myself giving up on what my heart longs for even before I have given it time to develop.

I found myself overwhelmed with many emotions and inspired all at the same time.

So I allowed my longing, tears, & sadness to pour into a new song.

I let the emotions run their course in the song.

I allowed my worries to play out in the song and then I let them go.

And like magic I instantly began to feel a little better moment by moment.

I began to see that what is for me will be and anything else is merely preparation for what I desire.

My worries began to drift away and dissipate as the notes from my newly inspired creation drifted off into the early morning stillness.

A smile returned to my face & heart and I was able to slowly shake the dark cloud that I had cast about me.

Now, I admit the inklings of worry still pop up here and there but I am able to at least neutralize them with positive thoughts instantly.

By focusing on what Makes me Happy…I feel Happier.

So simple…who would have thunk it?…lol

How easily we forget the simple truths.

I am grateful to be an artist.

I love that I am able to filter my heavier emotions into my art,

Which allows me to acknowledge them & then release them

so that I may return my Focus to things that make me smile 🙂

I TRUST that all I Desire is on its way to me and that in its proper time it will Manifest & Unfold.

Even when I am scared, impatient, or worried…I dig deeper and reach for better feelings.

I Choose Happiness!!!

~ TwinSpirit ♥

 

 

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About TwinSpirit

"To know me is to..well..know "ME". Life and all its wonders do not scare me. I live with an open heart so I have known my fair share of disappointments but the JOY I have experienced totally outweighs the pain..I choose LOVE not FEAR!!" SO WHO IS TWINSPIRIT? Well, I am a Singer/songwriter/producer/director/revolutionary/FreeSpirit/mother/poet/sister/lover/friend/and all around cool azz chic. (Just ask anybody...lol) ABOUT MY MUSIC: (excerpt from my Bio) TwinSpirit delivers her own uniquely flavored brew of "Hypnotic Jazzy Soul with a Kick Ass Punch". This singer/songwriter has the ability to transcend genres. She is a master at her craft and flows effortlessly from one musical style to the next. TwinSpirit infuses an essence that only she can give to the performance....she brings the song "To Life". "TwinSpirit keeps her performance real with a raw edge. She sways from soulful poetic melodies to delivering powerful deeply felt vocals." TwinSpirit is not about conventions. In fact, she might rather you see both sides of a thing just so you can truly know where you stand." MY SOUND: An Alternative blend of jazz, hip-hop, rock & soul. All of which is blended to bring you my own uniquely flavored brew of: "HYPNOTIC JAZZY SOUL WITH A KICK ASS PUNCH!!!". Please visit me online anytime www.Epresskitz.com/TwinSpirit MY OTHER PASSION: Promoting Other talented Souls Founder of The SOFA Series www.TheSofaSeries.com The SOFA Series was created to develop opportunities that "pay" artists to perform and also allows them to showcase their work in a supportive environment, while at the same time, bringing together individuals that share a passion for the art, creativity, & rawness of live music performances. A space that allows the performers to refocus their energy on their craft and put the "Art" back in Artist. A space that allows the listening audience to connect with the Artist & the music. Always looking to connect, to build, to GROW!! So drop me a line & say hello...I promise I don't bite (unless of course you're into that sort of thing ;-) For you Twitter lovers by all means FOLLOW ME @TwinSpiritWorld

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