Days 28-31 flew by with a whirlwind of activity happening all around me…My Birthday came & went, I launched ChoozLove.com, I have had a series of late nights and long days.
Its now day 32 and things have slowed a bit. There however is this one teeny tiny little thing that has been whispering in my ear and dancing around my mind the last few days. A seed of thought that was planted by a most unsuspected gardener.
Now that things are quiet again I hear it tapping at the window of my mind and knocking on the door to my heart.
What is it that you want little thought seed? Why are you still lingering around?
I have attempted to drown you out with life’s activity, but you are persistent and you are still here.
What is it exactly that you would like for me to do with you? I have acknowledged your presence but it seems you desire more.
You linger…you dance in my dreams..you taunt me while I’m awake.
You wave at me across a crowded room of thought…you await my arrival around every corner of silence.
You tease me with beautiful possibilities that could only transpire in my dreams.
Please tell me what you want from me. My mind? My heart? My soul? or just my attention?
I must admit, you intrigue me but you also frighten me at the same time.
I have met your kind before and have fallen deeply under your spell.
I fear not the intensity or depth of your energy; I fear that you may very well be all that I have wished for.
Yes, you move me. You captivate me. You touch my heart…
So now what am I supposed to do with you?
It is the nature of my Being to merge, to connect, to explore, to embrace, to savor, to allow life to flow and to receive the gifts it brings.
Naturally I feel compelled to welcome you in. To greet you with a friendly smile and a gentle hug.
To talk with you and laugh with you. To delight in the beauty of connecting and sharing.
Your essence reads genuine and your openness makes me smile.
But allowing you residence in my mind will only create desire in my heart.
It is only natural for me to be loving as love energy is what I am.
So I ask you beautiful little thought….what shall I do with You?
I’m listening with my heart for the answer…….