365 Days of Allowing – My Journey: Day 10 ~Disappointment


Disappointment…we attempt to avoid it at all cost

Some disappointments sting us a little while others break us down to our knees.

Mine took my breath away for a moment tonight.

I felt let down and a little hurt.

I wondered what went wrong.

My negative self talk kicked in and I began to instantly blame myself for all that is not right in the world.

I wondered what I could have done to have prevented the situation.

I replayed it in my head over and over.

I thought about it, cried about it, got angry about it.

I allowed the disappointment to instantly get me down.

But then I thought about it some more and began to wonder why I was so disappointed.

If I was truly honest with myself the situation showed me very clearly where I stand with the person involved.

It revealed to me some unresolved issues that I have that need to be addressed.

It helped me refocus on what I really desire and therefore what my true priorities should be.

Yes, it hurt a bit but if I truly trust the process and know that all things happen in divine order and for my good then I have to believe that what did or did not transpire tonight was necessary.

In the words of Lori Deschene, “Opportunity often hides in the most unlikely places, but it isn’t easy to see it when you’re disappointed life didn’t meet your expectations. You never know when a disappointment might pave the path for something great. ”

So on that note, I am packing away my kleenex tissue box, washing my face, having a cold ginger ale, and turning in knowing that at the end of the day EVERYTHING HAS ALWAYS BEEN & IS ALWAYS GOING TO BE ALRIGHT 🙂

with peace & a greater understanding,


About TwinSpirit

"To know me is to..well..know "ME". Life and all its wonders do not scare me. I live with an open heart so I have known my fair share of disappointments but the JOY I have experienced totally outweighs the pain..I choose LOVE not FEAR!!" SO WHO IS TWINSPIRIT? Well, I am a Singer/songwriter/producer/director/revolutionary/FreeSpirit/mother/poet/sister/lover/friend/and all around cool azz chic. (Just ask anybody...lol) ABOUT MY MUSIC: (excerpt from my Bio) TwinSpirit delivers her own uniquely flavored brew of "Hypnotic Jazzy Soul with a Kick Ass Punch". This singer/songwriter has the ability to transcend genres. She is a master at her craft and flows effortlessly from one musical style to the next. TwinSpirit infuses an essence that only she can give to the performance....she brings the song "To Life". "TwinSpirit keeps her performance real with a raw edge. She sways from soulful poetic melodies to delivering powerful deeply felt vocals." TwinSpirit is not about conventions. In fact, she might rather you see both sides of a thing just so you can truly know where you stand." MY SOUND: An Alternative blend of jazz, hip-hop, rock & soul. All of which is blended to bring you my own uniquely flavored brew of: "HYPNOTIC JAZZY SOUL WITH A KICK ASS PUNCH!!!". Please visit me online anytime www.Epresskitz.com/TwinSpirit MY OTHER PASSION: Promoting Other talented Souls Founder of The SOFA Series www.TheSofaSeries.com The SOFA Series was created to develop opportunities that "pay" artists to perform and also allows them to showcase their work in a supportive environment, while at the same time, bringing together individuals that share a passion for the art, creativity, & rawness of live music performances. A space that allows the performers to refocus their energy on their craft and put the "Art" back in Artist. A space that allows the listening audience to connect with the Artist & the music. Always looking to connect, to build, to GROW!! So drop me a line & say hello...I promise I don't bite (unless of course you're into that sort of thing ;-) For you Twitter lovers by all means FOLLOW ME @TwinSpiritWorld

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  1. Repeat: You never know when a disappointment might pave the path for something great.

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